October 15, 2009

Hmm.

Soo, we’re just friends now. I hope the awkward silences between us will go away now. I don’t really know how to feel right now. A part of me feels kind of free, yet I feel a little guilty knowing that this was my fault. He was the first person that asked me to be their field trip buddy. He was the one who cared about me first and was by my side when I was going through some rough times. He asked me to give him a hug good-bye, before I left to go on vacation. He had told me, that he would teach me how to play tennis one day. When we were just friends, he made me feel so special. But I let him slip away.