January 2010
9 posts
Yey! Almost New Year’s! :D. I needa take a shower, I smell all buttery, stupid popcorn! D: I can’t wait to start counting down :D.
December 2009
29 posts
Eh. When you said that, I didn’t know what to say, I didn’t know what to think, or what to feel.. -sigh- Now I have to keep all of this inside my mind :/. The things that I keep to myself are usually the ones that hurt the most. Bleh.
Merry Christmas :/
Ehh, what kind of Christmas is this? It doesn’t even feel like Christmas. I didn’t feel all jolly like I did the other years. All I felt was loneliness. I thought we’re supposed to spend this holiday with the people we care about. I have yet to do that, and there’s only a few hours left. I’ve been longing to talk to you two, but I don’t think you both want to...
Ehhh. It feels like you don’t even want to talk to me. You’re always bored while talking to me, so I don’t want to try anymore.
Happy One Month! (: I love you.
Today was so tiring. It was nothing like I would’ve expected. I thought today was going to be a happy day, but it turns out that I was wrong. :/ Atleast I got to hug you more today (:. I hope you like my present
One more day until our One Month! (:.
My heart feels so heavy ._. I want you to know that I do love you, but I’m afraid of saying it outloud. So even if I said it a million times, you wouldn’t be able to hear it because I’m only saying it inside of my heart. ._. It upsets me how you think I don’t care about you.
Do I seem “Fine” to you? Cause I’m not. How could I be fine when you’re hurting like this? It hurts me so much to see you like this. And knowing that I can’t do anything to help you makes me feel even worse. I think I’ve said this before, but I feel like I have to say this again.
I feel like I’m slowly breaking down again … And what hurts more is that you don’t know that you’re the one causing me all this pain.
It rained today. :/ Eww. I didn’t get my hug from you either.. I hope you’re not avoiding me.
I love you. That day we were watching that movie, I couldn’t stop staring at you. You are just so cute. ♥ I love our little hugs, but I wish we would hug more. I miss walking home with you. How come we don’t say our goodbye’s anymore? ):. It sucks that we don’t talk a lot anymore either.
Stairway to Heaven. Hmm. I haven’t watched that in a while, I should watch that drama again.
Ehh :/ Just another plain old nostalgic day with a hint of coldness.
I just love you and your hugs. (:. I wonder where you are right now, I hope you’re safe.
King of the East Sea
wootoshio:
OK YES WE CAN!
eastsealove:
Ashlii! Today, I was driving home from work and there was this dog that ran across the street so I pulled over and got out of the car and chased it down the road. When I finally had it cornered, I picked it up and put it in the car and we sang Neorago together. I got home and gave the dog a bath and fed it and petted it. ^__^ I think I’m gonna name it FishLii. I put put a sweater...
“Never leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will...”
I don’t want to go to sleep, I’m probably gonna lay in bed and think about all the stuff that makes me sad. Why can’t I just think about happy stuff like how I have you in my life.
Me: -tucks you in- LOL ;D
Him: -cuddles- LOL
Ahah.
Hmm. We’re together now? :D We hugged today. I simply love you. I don’t really know what else to say.
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12951.) I never meant to lose a friend, and if I...
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