February 2010
3 posts
Reason # 48 : Febuary 17th. -You have a silly house key (:. I believe it was in the shape of a girl? -You value your stuff and kept your old backpack until this year. Reason # 49 : February 18th. -You used to go into the lunch line with me. -I like how you draw those little Sammy Keyes based Characters on your binder. Reason # 50 : February 19th. -You used to talk about Random...
Reason # 40 : February 9th. -We used to watch those weird math videos together to learn how to do our homework, or to understand the chapter. -You have cool gloves (:. Reason # 41 : February 10th. -You’re able to wake up really early. -You have a silly You Tube video about a feather. Reason # 42 : February 11th. -When I give you drawings, you don’t want them to get bent....
Reason # 31 : January 31st. -You’d walk with me towards my car, then ride your scooter back home. -You’re my best friend.
Reason # 32 : February 1st. -You look cute with any haircut. -You call me your son even though I’m supposed to be your daughter.
Reason # 33 : February 2nd. -The thing with you and Tim is silly. -You make fun of Korean guys. xDD
Reason #...
January 2010
9 posts
Reason #25 : January 25th. -You’re a really sweet person. -You have a personality that I’ve never seen in anyone else before, and I think you’re really special.
Reason #26 : January 26th. -You put string cheese all over my backpack in 7th Grade. -You’re a good listener.
Reason #27 : January 27th. -I feel comfortable around you. -You have a different...
Reason #21 : January 21st, 2010. -You open the doors for me when we’re walking to class. -When someone posts a picture of you, your threats are funny.
Reason #22 : January 22nd, 2010. -You’re not afraid of using a pink pencil, haha. -I like how you say “HOLY NIBBLES”
Reason #23 : January 23rd, 2010. -You have funny default pictures on Myspace/Facebook....
Reason #13 : January 13th, 2010. -You have a cute smile. -You taught me about “Thầy mồi”
Reason #14 : January 14th, 2010. -I like the way you laugh. -You share your songs with me.
Reason #15 : January 15th, 2010. -We used to make farting noises with our legs together. -Penis to you.
Reason #16 : January 16th, 2010. -You play games with me (:. -You used to run the...
Reason #8 : January 8th, 2010. -You play the Cello really well. -You play the Violin beautifully.
Reason #9 : January 9th, 2010. -Every time I think about you, I get really nervous and I can’t concentrate because I realize how much I love you. -You proved to me that “<3” looks like a penis.
Reason #10 : January 10th, 2010. -I like being able to walk with you...
Reason #5 : January 5th, 2010: - Your hugs make me feel so safe. - You understand me. Reason #6 : January 6th, 2010: - You draw silly little pictures. - You’re so talented.
Reason #7 : January 7th, 2010 - You’re kindhearted. - You’re perverted.
Reason # 3 : January 3rd, 2010: -The way you make me feel is incredible. -You are caring. Memories: - October 21st, we confessed.
Reason # 4 : January 4th, 2010: -Your hugs are so warm. -The way I talk to you so easily.
Reason # 2 : January 2nd, 2010: -You’re so silly. -You always share. Memories: - September 24th, you told me that you used to like me. - We were walking around, and you told me to tell you when there were cracks on the floor. I thought you were being serious, so I kept saying “Crack. Crack. Crack”
Usually I’d be happy after talking to you, but I feel so sad now..
Time to start finding a reason everyday for why you’re so special to me. (Closest Friend & Boyfriend). :D.
Reason 1: January 1st, 2010: - You easily make me smile even if I’m having a horrible day. - I can trust you with all my of my deepest secrets and problems.
Memories: - October 15th, Made me hug your Jacket. - Rode on Berserker with you.
Yey! Almost New Year’s! :D. I needa take a shower, I smell all buttery, stupid popcorn! D: I can’t wait to start counting down :D.
December 2009
29 posts
Eh. When you said that, I didn’t know what to say, I didn’t know what to think, or what to feel.. -sigh- Now I have to keep all of this inside my mind :/. The things that I keep to myself are usually the ones that hurt the most. Bleh.
Merry Christmas :/
Ehh, what kind of Christmas is this? It doesn’t even feel like Christmas. I didn’t feel all jolly like I did the other years. All I felt was loneliness. I thought we’re supposed to spend this holiday with the people we care about. I have yet to do that, and there’s only a few hours left. I’ve been longing to talk to you two, but I don’t think you both want to...
Ehhh. It feels like you don’t even want to talk to me. You’re always bored while talking to me, so I don’t want to try anymore.
Happy One Month! (: I love you.
Today was so tiring. It was nothing like I would’ve expected. I thought today was going to be a happy day, but it turns out that I was wrong. :/ Atleast I got to hug you more today (:. I hope you like my present
One more day until our One Month! (:.
My heart feels so heavy ._. I want you to know that I do love you, but I’m afraid of saying it outloud. So even if I said it a million times, you wouldn’t be able to hear it because I’m only saying it inside of my heart. ._. It upsets me how you think I don’t care about you.
Do I seem “Fine” to you? Cause I’m not. How could I be fine when you’re hurting like this? It hurts me so much to see you like this. And knowing that I can’t do anything to help you makes me feel even worse. I think I’ve said this before, but I feel like I have to say this again.
I feel like I’m slowly breaking down again … And what hurts more is that you don’t know that you’re the one causing me all this pain.
It rained today. :/ Eww. I didn’t get my hug from you either.. I hope you’re not avoiding me.
I love you. That day we were watching that movie, I couldn’t stop staring at you. You are just so cute. ♥ I love our little hugs, but I wish we would hug more. I miss walking home with you. How come we don’t say our goodbye’s anymore? ):. It sucks that we don’t talk a lot anymore either.
Stairway to Heaven. Hmm. I haven’t watched that in a while, I should watch that drama again.
Ehh :/ Just another plain old nostalgic day with a hint of coldness.
I just love you and your hugs. (:. I wonder where you are right now, I hope you’re safe.
King of the East Sea
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OK YES WE CAN!
eastsealove:
Ashlii! Today, I was driving home from work and there was this dog that ran across the street so I pulled over and got out of the car and chased it down the road. When I finally had it cornered, I picked it up and put it in the car and we sang Neorago together. I got home and gave the dog a bath and fed it and petted it. ^__^ I think I’m gonna name it FishLii. I put put a sweater...
“Never leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will...”
I don’t want to go to sleep, I’m probably gonna lay in bed and think about all the stuff that makes me sad. Why can’t I just think about happy stuff like how I have you in my life.
Me: -tucks you in- LOL ;D
Him: -cuddles- LOL
Ahah.
Hmm. We’re together now? :D We hugged today. I simply love you. I don’t really know what else to say.
12949.) i need a true best friend.
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12951.) I never meant to lose a friend, and if I...
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October 2009
13 posts
The way you make me feel, it’s so hard to explain. I just smile, because the feeling is so incredible. I really do like you.
I like you, You like me.
Me: Wait, didn't I say I that I liked you after you told me that you USED to like me? :o. I don't remember if I did xD. But yeah.
Him: No you didn't O_o
Me: Now I did
Him: I like you too
Him: Just didn't say anything
You.
Ahh, you’re so cute. (:. I wish you were mine, but it’s not time yet. I’ll wait for you.. It sucks that I won’t see you next year anymore. ):
11997.) I want someone to miss. That way, whenever...
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Saying that I shouldn’t love that person, saying that I should turn away right now, even lingering emotions push me to leave. But even if I tried I couldn’t wash you away. Even if I tried, I couldn’t hate you. I’ll just miss you more and more..
I like you, I like you, I like you. Simple As...
After you told me that you used to like me, I went out of my ways, and started liking you back. When I reminisce about all the silly things you did last year, it makes me squeal because you’re so cute. I wanna tell you how I feel, but I don’t think that it’s the right time yet. I want to see you right now. <3.
11971.) Thank you for believing in me, when I...
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11846.) I can be myself, outgoing, bubbly,...
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This makes them think that I like them, when I don’t. I am now, and will be for a long time, yours. If only you had the sense to recognize that when I’m quiet it’s because I’m too terrified and in awe at you to say anything. You make my knees quake, my hands shake, my stomach fill with butterflies. I break out in a sweat, start blushing, and don’t stop smiling. All because you walked...
Hmm.
Soo, we’re just friends now. I hope the awkward silences between us will go away now. I don’t really know how to feel right now. A part of me feels kind of free, yet I feel a little guilty knowing that this was my fault. He was the first person that asked me to be their field trip buddy. He was the one who cared about me first and was by my side when I was going through some rough...